“Trauma and its memories set on repeat,
Forget about God and admit defeat”
I feel like there’s a void in my life that can’t be filled,
No matter how hard I try.
I’m baffled by how little you mean to everyone else
When you mean so much to me.
My aching heart needs you more than Heaven does
Yet you’re more afraid of a heart than you are of a gun.
It’s a cruel injustice to bare witness to the emotion you exude,
Knowing there’s absolutely nothing I can do to save you.
Forgive me for staring…
Forgive me for breathing…
Here I am;
A constant manifestation of the anticipated “farewell”
I always blame myself for your own fatal inadequacies
For we all destroy ourselves eventually…